Married.

If i get married. i want to move to my own house and i want to decide which furniture i want and paint any colour that i like on the wall. Having a beautiful garden with a small fountain. Having my on pet. I want to travel around the world to have my own adventure and experience. Having meal with my love. Cook what i want. Eat whatever i want without getting worried. Do what i like with his permission. He gonna take care of me when i'm sick. Watching new movie on cinema together. Eating pop corn and sharing one straw for a large cup of soft drink. Stay up all the night just talking nothing. Grow old and keep love each other not til our last breath but FOREVER. THIS ! This what i really want and dream. It just a dream and i'm waiting for that day come when i'm getting married with you... 

p/s: half of my dreams. xoxo.

Diamonds

I don't have many friends and I still don't give a damn shit about it. why? because they are so not to be trusted. but i'm still trying to find that so called TRUE FRIEND. A friend who can share with you everything anything about our life. A friend that can accept you just the way you are. Never left you in whatever matter. Always stay and always be by your side for you even you happy or sad. No one in this world are perfect and I also may not be the perfect one but I will always try to be the right one. As the days go by, here i am..seem like i found a bunch of friend that I can completely trust without any doubt. Just promise to me, that you won't forget our conversations, our laughs, our messages, our words, our experiences, our promises, our tears, our jokes, our smiles, our plans, our memories, our friendships. 

Do you have those friends where you can't even remember how you became friends, you just suddenly were friends? That's how we met. Coincidence. 

p/s: True friends are like diamonds. So bright and valuable. Night people. XOXO.

#justsaying : Two Face

i love to see some kind of people who like talking behind others back but at the same time being good to them as if nothing is wrong between them.

i love to see some kind of people who like talking good about themselves but at the same time hate other's blessings.

i love to see some kind of people who like to give advice to others but at the same time they never applied it into their own life

i love to see some kind of people who give compliment to others but at the same time they actually really really hate it

i love to see some kind of people who like talking bad about others but at the same time they actually never realizes they are talk about themselves.

i love to see some kind of people who just need someone when they need something.

and the reason why i love to see this kind of people is only because of how well they can actually changed themselves into so many faces because GOD gives us only one.

it so easy to be politically correct and adored.

it so easy to say the right things

so no one gets bored

you face is so FAKE in a plastic mask.

I bet you lived all the time breathless

and

you know you so FAKE is after you reading all this you will be denied.